I might be a boring person or fun person to talk to if you get to know me more. I even cherish all my friends each and everyone of them and even the one I adore the most. I’m a good listener when it comes when a friend is in need when they are upset or having a really bad day. i want to make them happy and i’m also trying my best . I don’t want to give up just yet just leaving my friends likes they feel miserable if i cant help them. If i cant help them i feel hopeless that i can do anything right. 

I REALLY HATE IT WHEN MY FRIENDS GETS HURT

i didnt know how much i meant to him all this time 

break started dont know what to do. i think im going to caught up with some readings, visit some friends from high school, self shopping (such a loner), work out clean, and etc  

something i learn that i will never forget thanks to that person ;)

i am never going to eat french fries and soda again got me hella acne with in a 3 hrs 

omgosh had so much fun making chocolate cookies with my cousins and my sisters. we had a blast. 

i was in so much pain yesterday i eyes started hurting really badly. it felt like needles poking through my eyes every time i closed them. i try’d to but eye drop it didnt work at all. 

had a relaxing day just self shopping ^^. it was kinda fun though but i rather go with my cousin’s or friend’s so that i can talk to them. i guess that i needed some alone time to release all the stress i had 

i wanna spend more time at school where can study more and more, so that i can prepare for my exam for next week and the following weeks. i feel like i dont want to stay home anymore just going to multi-tasking while studying. i want to be able to  talk  with my professor’s and friends about my homework, hanging out with friends and even having to go to the practice rooms so i that i can practice on the piano for fun. i wanted to do all those thing before some of my friends graduate from college. i want to spend time with them before they head to university or state to study there major. when i graduate from college i might see them again depending what college im going to or if its going overseas to study  

a man told me a story that he his family had left him because he was sick. no one in his family would bother to ask him how he was, no one check on him to see how he was doing. it was sad. when he said he said stroke, i saw tears coming out. he said” im sick i cant go nowhere, if i didnt have this sickness i can go places  to see my family in the other states, i didnt take for my meds for 3 months i have only 1 year to live. i go to casino everyday because im sad.”“repeated” i felt like crying, i started to miss my grandparents